Second Sunday of Easter Year A
There
is a story told, a legend perhaps, about St. Teresa of Avila. One day the devil
appeared to her, disguised as Christ. Theresa wasn’t fooled for even a second.
She immediately dismissed him. Before leaving, however, the devil asked her:
“How did you know? How could you be so sure I wasn’t Christ?” Her answer: “You
didn’t have any wounds! Christ has wounds.”
Because of His Wounds, because His
Sacred, Precious Blood was spilt, you have the opportunity to see the Face of
God. As our Holy Father poignantly wrote at the start of his bull of indiction
of the Jubilee of Mercy, “Jesus Christ is the face of the Father’s mercy.”
That’s Christianity in a nutshell! It is
something that every Christian knows, but too few truly ponder enough. Today, a
week after Easter Sunday, the Church invites us to gaze upon and meditate on
the wounds the Lord bore for us. He returns to His disciples in His bodily form
without having disguised the wounds of His passion. He returns a battle scarred
hero, displaying His wounds to us for our scrutiny, inviting us to touch and
even enter into these very wounds, so that our faith may be restored, our own
personal wounds healed, and our sins forgiven.
I believe that you are all too
familiar with the famous demand of Thomas in today’s gospel, “Unless I see the
holes that the nails made in His hands and can put my finger into the holes
they made, and unless I can put my hand into His side, I refuse to believe.”
This condition laid down by Thomas is, of course, the reason he has come to be
called “the doubter.” However, does this description deal fairly with Thomas?
Did he say that he doubted the testimony of Mary Magdalene and the ten who saw
the Lord in bodily form? Well, I believe that we are jumping to a conclusion
that one necessarily means the other. Thomas is not insisting on seeing Jesus
with his own eyes, to see what the others claimed to have seen. That is not
what he requested. He asked for something quite different, something quite
specific and odd. He says, “I want to see the wounds of Jesus. I want to touch
those wounds.”
It is only in the Gospel of John, in
this particular passage, that we come to realise that Jesus was affixed to the
cross by nails and it is only in the Fourth Gospel, do we have the story of the
piercing of His side with a lance. The other gospels have not one single word
about piercing nails or thrusting spear or even physical and visible wounds on
the body of the resurrected Lord.
But isn’t
it odd that the resurrected body of the Lord should have wounds? Isn’t the
resurrection by definition a glorification, a transfiguration, a perfection, a
total healing? Shouldn’t the resurrection remove every trace of old weakness,
every hint of prior vulnerability? Why would the Fourth Evangelist deliberately
take note of this seemingly trivial and yet scandalous point?
To add further intrigue to the
story, Our Lord offers Thomas precisely what he desires, without any rebuke. At
that point, Thomas utters his confession, “My Lord and my God.” Pay special
attention to this high point, perhaps the climax of the entire gospel; that it
comes not immediately after the incident of the empty tomb, nor at Mary
Magdalene’s discovery of the resurrected Christ, and not even on the lips of
the ten who witnessed that very same resurrected body walk through closed
doors. No, these words that mark the “High Christology” of St John, where he
surpasses the other evangelists in the honours, titles and privileges heaped
upon Jesus, is found on the lips of the one who demanded to see the wounds of
Christ. The wounds of Christ would be the very reason for this confession of
faith. Thomas sees the wounds and he sees God.
This is at the very heart of our
Easter faith. A Jesus without wounds is a Jesus without a cross and a Jesus
without a cross would never be adequate to meet the deepest needs of mankind.
Too many modern Christians have clasped to their bosoms a powerful but
cross-less Christ. That kind of Christology will always have at its corollary a
cross-less discipleship. A cross-less Christ, a God insulated from pain and
suffering, will produce followers who believe they should enjoy the benefits of
a special relationship with this lite-version of Christ. They become touchy
‘Christians’, ‘Christians’ who get offended easily. Every small little demand
made of them would seem impossibly heavy. These ‘Christians’ will look to their
false image of Christ for “blessings” of success and privilege, and these
become evidence, that they enjoy divine approval. But to worship such a Christ
would be to worship a false Christ – an anti-Christ.
Through the Thomas story, however, St John the Evangelist wishes us to
see a resurrected Christ who bears forever the marks of nails and spear. Those
wounds will never go away. They can’t be window-dressed. The exalted Christ has
not passed a sublime existence immune to suffering. Even after Good Friday and
Easter, God continues to turn to the world through the wounded Christ. To
believe in this Christ means to take Him, wounds and all, into our lives. To
believe means to participate in Christ’s own suffering on behalf of the true
life of the world. The living but wounded Jesus is the Revealer of God. Therefore
when the Fourth Gospel declares the oneness of the Father and the Son, it is
proclaiming that the wounds of Christ are integral to the identity of the
mystery we call “God.” What the pages of the gospel proclaim is not so much
that “Jesus is like God” but rather, “God is like this Jesus with His wounds.”
This is why the suffering and death
of the Son of God is unique in the world’s religions because in it we see the
ultimate answer to suffering. God does not give us a ten-point explanation on
suffering. He does not set out a systematic answer to the pain of the world.
God does not stand aloof, watching, as the world suffers. In the Lord Jesus
Christ, God enters the world and experiences suffering with us and for us. The
death of Christ was not a myth. It was a physical and an experienced reality.
This was the God-man, Jesus Christ, being wounded, scarred and beaten; being
maimed, marred and murdered for us. God
can look us in the eye and honestly say, ‘I know what you are going through
because I have gone through it too.’
This is the incredible reality of
the Christian faith. We do not worship a God who gives us life lessons on how
to be happy or a God who sets out a strategy for how to avoid sorrow. We do not
worship a God who remains aloof, untouched by our pains and sorrows. We worship
a God who has chosen to, as the Malay expression goes, “turun padang,”
go down to the grassroots of unwashed humanity. Yes, we worship a God who has
experienced the most profound sorrow of suffering. He suffered for us and He
suffers with us. And He has the scars to show for it.
When Thomas sees Jesus and believes,
he sees the wounds. He looks at the wounds. He does not see the evidence
of man’s depraved cruelty but rather, he sees beauty, the beauty of the
self-sacrificial love of the One who willingly chose to die for us. He sees the
face of God’s mercy. We too need to see them to believe. We must let it sink in
and remember that Christ did this for us. The wounds that mar Christ are the
wounds that mar us all, transferred from us to him. In His death, every
needless death is absorbed. Every drop of blood ever shed is seen in His death.
Every sorrow is seen in His sorrow. Every tear of mourning and loss is
understood by Him. God attends every funeral and whispers, ‘I know how this
feels’ to everyone who will listen to His quiet voice. Our wounded God has
redeemed every wound. Our murdered God has redeemed death. Our broken God has
redeemed brokenness. Our bereft God has redeemed mourning. And, we will
recognise Him by his wounds.
The vision of the devil as Jesus to Saint Theresa, Which book of Her, I can find it even which chapter please for I need to show it a family member who is becoming a protestant.
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