Sixteenth Sunday
in Ordinary Time Year B
The first
thing I do when I wake up in the morning is to pray the Divine Office. Before
you think of applauding my seemingly pious efforts or think that I’m attempting
to elicit some positive appraisal from you, it would be good for you to know
what I have to struggle with almost every day. First, I have to fight off the
grogginess and sleepiness; being alert in the morning isn’t a strong point for
me. Second, I have to fight off the temptation to check my emails, my messages
and of course, my diary. Already, a whole bucket list (an endless one) of
things-to-do is racing through my mind and anxiety begins to build up. Third, I
know that if I put off praying in the morning, I would simply neglect it and
forget all about it in the busyness of the day. I can resonate with the White
Rabbit in Alice in Wonderland as he shouts, “I’m late! I’m late!” No
time to be wasted. Sometimes I feel like telling God, “Lord, you’re wasting my
precious time.” For some people wasting
time is a source of guilt (I would fall into the “heavy guilt” category), for
others it’s a way of life. You know what I'm talking about.
But today,
our Lord invites His apostles and all of us to simply waste time with Him. Time
with the Lord is never wasted time. We can imagine the apostles tired and weary
after a long day of preaching and ministering, coupled with the emotionally
draining news of the death of St John the Baptist. They must have been
overwhelmed by the mobs that thronged the place. The gospel tells us that they
were so busy, the “apostles had no time even to eat.” How many of us relate to
that? I know I do. Or, mothers know how it feels when your little ones don’t
even give you two minutes of peace to use the bathroom. Or it could be the non-stop
interruptions you have when you are trying to finish a project before the
deadline.
The apostles
had been busy ‘building’ the Kingdom of God, or at least, that was what they
thought. In truth, they were building their own little kingdoms, behaving like
mini-saviours, making themselves indispensable and now returning to the Lord to
boast of their achievements (“all they had done and taught”), holding up their
report cards whilst beaming from ear to ear, hoping to get some affirmation and
approval from the Lord. But instead, the Lord seems to ignore all their efforts
and cuts to the chase. What they need more than anything else is not a pat on
the back or a certificate for a job well done, but away time, quality time with
the Lord. In their busyness, in their incessant desire to perform and to please
the Lord, they had forgotten that what is most crucial is their own spiritual
well-being – their relationship with the Lord. They needed to empty themselves
of their ego and pride in order to make space for the Lord.
Creating an
empty space is one of the most daunting challenges we face. For most of us it
takes both courage and discipline to do it. Wasting time with God goes against
our nature. It doesn’t look so good either with other folks rushing around us!
Just like the disciples in our gospel tale, we all want to impress. Our too
busy lives leave us over-stimulated, sometimes anxious and often on edge. We are always available when our cell phones
are switched on and in our pockets. We
don’t have time to think, as we rush from one appointment to another. When busyness isn’t our problem then often
enough, entertainment is. There is a vast industry created to amuse and
distract us; from mobile games to the internet.
I think many of us have experienced the near panic and meltdown when we
lose our phone or when there is no internet coverage in our locality.
That is why
it is so essential to learn to waste time with the Lord. If we want to know
how, let us take a closer look at the invitation of Christ. “Come away to some
lonely place all by yourselves and rest for a while!” “Come!” His words almost shock us with its loving
invitation and its powerful command. And we need to listen to Him. He will
accept no excuses, no trying to get out of it!
The trouble is that so many of us do – we give all kinds of excuses for
being too busy to pray, to spend time with Him. “No time” is a lame excuse. We
always have time for what is important, for the things we value. When we say
that we have no time for prayer, no time for God, it betrays His true value in
our lives. “No time” equals “He’s not important!” All of us are busy, no doubt
about it. Life isn’t slowing down, it’s speeding up. Yet that is precisely why
we need to take time to pray. Prayer is
what keeps us going.
“Away!” Our Lord even expands this concept and adds
“to some lonely place.” I don’t think He meant for us to run away from our
responsibilities and work. But there is always a need to create that sacred
space away from the congestion, busyness of the world and all its demands. We
priests have institutionalised the regiment of going away for days of
recollections and retreats. The good news is that so may lay people have also
caught on and the seriousness they give to these spiritual exercises would put
us priests to shame. It is an excuse when we claim that our prayer is work.
Ultimately when that happens, prayer is often neglected. Our lives are so
cluttered that there is nothing left for God or even others. That is why we should
“get away,” set aside time, prime time for prayer, for reading and
reflecting on the Word of God, for spending time before the Blessed Sacrament.
This “away” time for prayer and reflexion should interrupt our well-ordered and
well-organised lives, to remind us of what is truly important and what is not.
It should not just be occasional but habitual. A good disciplined habit of
prayer is needed.
“Rest!” The invitation is not to go out and do
errands. It is a request to just rest. As simple as it sounds, it’s so much
harder when you actually try to put it into practice. The guilt of wasted time
often makes us feel like we need to scramble to make up for it. Or, we confuse
rest and laziness. The Lord instituted the Sabbath rest precisely for the
welfare of man. He understood that though work is good and sacred, there is a
danger of running yourself to the ground if there are no pauses in your life.
The Sabbath rest was intended to remind man that the fruits of our work
ultimately proceed from God and though man ceases to work, God continues to
work, the work of salvation never stops. At the end of the day, wasting time
with the Lord reminds us that time is a gift, not an entitlement. And this
helps us set our eyes on the things that matter.
“A While!”
We all know that we cannot ignore our duties, especially to the ones we love.
We are needed and we know what to do and what must be done. So the invitation is only for a while, not
permanent retirement. Just enough time
to regain our strength, our composure, our love and our compassion. Enough time
to be rooted once again in the Lord who gives us the Water of Life, the
Shepherd who leads us to green pastures and quiet waters, the Way who points us
to Heaven. Then we can return, refreshed and ready to work and care again.
On the
seventh day, God rested. When He got tired, Jesus took a nap on the back of the
boat. When they were overwhelmed with crowds and the scope of their ministry,
Jesus invited the disciples to come away to a quiet place, and rest for a while.
Much as we try, we are not Superman or Wonder Woman. And God knows they needed
rest too. We cannot do everything and we don’t have to do everything. Even
Jesus took time apart from the crowds and His disciples -time to refresh and
restore; time in solitude and silence; time to commune with God. Wasting time
with the Lord is never wasted time. The beauty of wasting time with the Lord is
that when we give Him our time, He gives us back so much more. We all need time
apart to fill our cup and renew our spirits. May we take that needed time –
time for solitude and prayer; and time with family, and with our spiritual
family, the Church. May we emulate the God of rest, and remember the words of
Jesus, who invited us to come away, and rest for a while.
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